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Thursday, 12 June 2008

Wednesday, 14 May 2008


  • i am scared.....for more reasons than i want to admit to myself

    i feel completely helpless


    it's hard to realize that when it comes down to it....

    it's not up to you

Saturday, 16 February 2008

  • Getting older

    I am getting so old.......

    I walk slower.............
    Parts on my body hurt for no reason at all.............
    I get tired a lot earlier than I used too ................
    I can see wrinkles now where there used to be flawless skin...................
    I will never be as thin as I used to be...................
    I have to turn the tv up a little louder now.................

    However

    Getting older isn't all that bad

    I am more patient now............
    I put others before myself............
    I believe things without having to see them first...........
    I am raising the most beautiful daughter in the world who amazes me daily..........
    I find strength in the unknown............
    I have learned to laugh at myself............


    I have truly loved






Monday, 17 December 2007

  • Holidays

    The holiday season is passing before my eyes and I haven't even caught my breath.
    Life does that sometimes...
    With just one blink..... everything changes.
    I want to push the slow motion button and have a chance to see the beauty that surrounds me.
    I don't want to fall asleep at night for fear that I am losing out on time.
    In movies, I have seen a single person standing still and hundreds of people crossing back and forth, quick as can be, but that one person is paused in time.  Like someone pushed a button on their universal remote.   I want to rewind to the kind words I hear, I want to make life move in slow motion so that I can make sure I don't miss a thing. 
    In this moment, I am reminded of how important friends and family are. That time spent with the people you love is what you can take with you anywhere. 





Saturday, 20 October 2007

  • the perfect ingredient

    every relationship is an experiment,
    you never know exactly what you'll get

    some people bring out a side of you that you didn't know you had

    some people remind you that your story isn't over

    some people surprise you
    and once in a while you surprise yourself

    and although all relationships require compromise
    sometimes you get more, not less

    and sometimes you can't get more

    sometimes what you had is gone forever

    and although its painful, you have to find the strength to go on

    to keep searching for the love, for that one perfect ingredient


    no matter how far or how deep you have to go to find it


    (men in trees)

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